In this ever expanding universe of me I have discovered that everybody is a star…shining and reflecting over under sideways and all around and all this light blends into a soupy and ecstatic Groove in a gumption of absolute divinity and hokus pokus that shimmers in a glistening glow that evaporates all this super ego into a suchness of what just is and what just ain’t and i learn to dig it…can you dig it?
3:45 am
I can’t sleep. I drank wine and had sugar at dinner and this is not fun. I have been on the computer and there is only so much time till it is light….so Dear Friends, wish me luck. By the time someone reads this…I may have gotten back to dream land
…Richard is over there in deep sleep with our Divine Cat Cielo…Sweet Dreams or maybe yet…Good Morning.
Who is This?
The Question is….
is this blog all about me? Probably so…cuz’ Childstar, one of my infrequent commenters sent me an article from the New York Times about narcissism and I lifted the illustration from the article to clue Lovee and the likes of her into who they are dealing with. Not only was I once a small child from middling middle class beginnings from the suburbs of Oklahoma City…but I am also a small universe amongst many universes competing and sometimes melding into this Beloved Chaos called Life…So here is to Life!!!!!!….and me, of course!
We Are Blessed…
…to be alive and somewhat conscious in this rowing toward the Divine. In the meantime, I find that I must keep returning to the source of my beingness and less in the hinterlands of the unreal…where I fade so far away. We hade a absolutely incredible rain here yesterday. The garden is responding to this sunny day with all that new juice of life in it’s roots. We have run out of rock temporarily for the foundation of the chapel. The rock will arrive later in the afternoon. So all in all…Life is good. Richard and I are going to Mexico City next week for two or three days. Love to all!