anado

Last Saturday I went to the dermatologist because I had a bit of a bump on the back of my head.  I had a birth mark as a child.  A mole of sorts and I noticed it had a grown.  I knew about for at least two months (I hope it was that short of time).  Anyhow, the good doctor did not like what she saw and she removed it there and then in her office.  As I write this, a part of me is in Mexico City going under tests to see what it is.  Anyhow, it could be possibly skin cancer and that scares the hell out of me.  At the same time this has become a most profound experience.  Being in the middle of "Not Knowing" has immense merits.  Not only have I been absolutely devastated and scared shitless, but at the same time I have experienced the deepest love on all levels in myself and the response from friends.  I am in Deep Gratitude to this Mystery called Life.  I am posting Lakshmi the Goddess of Abundant Spirit and the Healing Goddess Ganga
…let's hold this healing space not only for me but for all Beings!!!!!

I really don't know.  I remember Osho saying that we are not the mind and that we are not the body.  I must say that I have had glimpses and experiences of what he was referring too.  Right now as of this posting, I really am faced with taking a deep and honest look into this phenomena called life…this energy known as Anado.  Certain cards have been dealt to me…now I must play my hand.  It is not about winning or losing…not about Luck or God being on my side…it is about what just is…and the acceptance of that.

Behind all the facades and stuff and embellishments and adorned tiles and mis-matched paints and dripping amusements and utter celebrative outrageousness is the heartfelt womb of our home.  I am happy to be here with all the critters in our  little section of the Celestial Garden World.  Quite frankly….Mexico is totally funky and chaotic and untamed….that is home too.  Gratitude is in order. Richard returns next Saturday, I will meet him in Mexico City.  He has been North way too long…he needs a dose of HOME!!!!

Here are some photos of Casa Kali taken on May 27 and 28.  It is totally divine!!!!!!

I am back home…everything is well…back in Mexico.  I got some rest last night.  I am a lucky man to be here.   The animals are glad to see me and of course, I am glad to be with them again.  Richard returns in 9 days…I will be meeting him in Mexico City when I go down to get the tee shirts done for the literary event here in August.  Casa Kali is just getting better and better.  I must admit it is a bit over the top and so are we.  Life is good.  Love to all.

Well, Dear Friends, here I am in the Houston Airport on the way home to Mexico.  I am stationed at a table outside the Border's Bookstore in a WiFi hotspot.  I have had 1.5 hours of sleep and I must admit…I am one tired puppy.  The coffee only applies a slight edge to the fatigue that I feel.  It is 7:05 am and this airport is already hopping.  In case you are not up to date on the Obesity Files…Houston leads the nation in folks over weight and it seems like most of them are here at the airport today.  I watch them jiggle by in all different stages of jell'odom (my new word).  There are enough fast food joints in this airport, so I am sure they will not go hungry….Does this post sound like the Voice of Compassion?…sorry…I will behave myself….as I return to the glow of my Buddha Nature…I raise a toast to all Sentient Beings…including this one tired puppy!