Digestion

Last Saturday I went to the dermatologist because I had a bit of a bump on the back of my head.  I had a birth mark as a child.  A mole of sorts and I noticed it had a grown.  I knew about for at least two months (I hope it was that short of time).  Anyhow, the good doctor did not like what she saw and she removed it there and then in her office.  As I write this, a part of me is in Mexico City going under tests to see what it is.  Anyhow, it could be possibly skin cancer and that scares the hell out of me.  At the same time this has become a most profound experience.  Being in the middle of "Not Knowing" has immense merits.  Not only have I been absolutely devastated and scared shitless, but at the same time I have experienced the deepest love on all levels in myself and the response from friends.  I am in Deep Gratitude to this Mystery called Life.  I am posting Lakshmi the Goddess of Abundant Spirit and the Healing Goddess Ganga
…let's hold this healing space not only for me but for all Beings!!!!!