…and its shining down, on and through me…and you too. There are so many reasons to live in blame and non awareness…to judge with the knee jerkin' and smokin' and pointin'…but that is not the door to awakening…and neither is what a number of people call enlightenment…as if enlightenment was separate from this thing called living…I honestly believe that claiming your life is in the awakening…owning who or whatever you are…Looking back at my time with Bhagwan, I feel that he had to create that traveling magic show for some of us to settle down and take a look within…the Rolls Royces, the watches, the New Man, the Commune…all of it, I feel, was a ploy for us to take stock…to turn within….After all these years…I still have to remind myself to grasp the straw of abandonment of this so called personality…I remember as a child riding my bike so totally and with abandonment…that was enlightenment….I remember…I remember…I remember….PS….this may seem vague (the Posting), however, I will go into it later (like the next post)…but today some weird energy came into my studio (two neighbors)and they were crowding Carlos and trying to impose their will on him…he stood up for what he believed in and one of the people called him an "asshole"…I said, "he is not an asshole"…she said this because he would not go along with her wishes…this all happened in my studio and I feel like we (Carlos, Richard, and I) were poisoned by these two individuals…to make a long story short…they are trying to convince him to buy an electric transformer for his house…and for his reasons…he refused….ever since they left…the energy feels yucky…what I do know is this: I have never met a more honest human like Carlos…those of you who know him…I am sure you agree….
Ach!!! Burn some incense, sprinkle some holy water or champagne, light a candle to Guadalupe… whatever it takes to drive the vile contamination of these horrid people out of your space! You don’t need yocky in your studio.
Have you heard from Manchas yet?
We are going to sage the studio this morning…Manchas is still gone…we love him…he never did fit into the hierarchal dog scene he…I love the dog, but he had a real wild street dog side to him that bordered on manich….I believe he ran off to another rancho with someone…it happens here in Mexico…the other dogs seem less scattered now…we shall see….
MANIC MANCHAS.
BYE BYE.
YES, sage the studio, and hang mirrors in their direction! It will divert the nego yeucch back their way. they say.