….hopefully in here….inside this beingness….inside this mysterious phenomenon of Life…I am awake in these early hours of the day…sleepless since 2ish…….Richard too…we went to bed at 9pm…I experience myself taking a toll on myself and others…witnessing as I toss and turn this awful aimless prison of blame that I sometimes inhabit….And now remembering the core of my True Nature that I miraculously stumbled upon with the aiding and abetting of a clever Wizard way back when….and for a few moments I am awash in the deep surrender of tears and remembrance….I once heard a Mystic say, "Remember Thyself", and I go deep into those words of encouragement….and there is a door available to pass through and the availability of forgiveness for those that I close my heart to… and I am grateful… I find release in these words…and it is somehow OK to forget…because then again there is that beacon of remembrance…and possibly without really hoping, but with intention and awareness that beacon can become more constant and there I will be…better yet here I am………where I will be….
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